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Created on 2007-02-21 15:42:30 (#12339023), last updated 2007-04-05
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It started back when i still used to ride, before the big exams, before the renovations. When little things troubled me, the best solace i could find was at the stables, the second stable from the riding office, my black beauty. Against her neck, the warmth, sweat, and smell of her skin, the rhythm of her long relaxed breaths lulling away the troubles as i told them to her, the occasional sigh of acknolowledgement. Her unwavering steadiness and patience as i leaned on her, fully trusting her support, crying my cares into her neck. Things have changed now, my troubles are different, the stables are renovated, concrete and unwelcoming, i havent been back in awhile, and i dont know if shes still around, but alone i still like to think i can find solace in Saska.
Maybe it'll shock you to read this, it might seem so far away and different from the girl you see everyday. Maybe you'll think i'm a fake, a liar. But maybe you would understand there are parts of me i don't like and am not willing to test others' patience and favour with, and when it gets too much i just need to let it out.
Maybe it'll shock you to read this, it might seem so far away and different from the girl you see everyday. Maybe you'll think i'm a fake, a liar. But maybe you would understand there are parts of me i don't like and am not willing to test others' patience and favour with, and when it gets too much i just need to let it out.
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